live life in COLOR]] LOVE

tu amor

2007-06-05T12:45:00.000+08:00

Mi amor I'm not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart
What I feel more each day
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how I love you so
With words you understand
Words that get right through to your heart
Here's the place to start

Tu amor, I will always be
Tu amor, means the world to me
Estarás siempre en mi corazón
You're the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor.

Mi amor love you more with each look in your eyes
Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe
What I feel in my heart
What I'll feel for all time
How to make you see
How to let you now
I need you
With words you understand
Words that get through to your soul
Words that will let you now

You're the one that
I need in my arms
Believe me these words
I say are words that come straight from my heart
How do I make you believe
Nothing else means as much as what you mean to me

.the old is gone, the new is here

2006-01-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL!

since it's 2006 and a new year, i have decided to move! (:

click here. (:

.HAVE A GREAT 2006!

2006-01-01T01:07:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL!

HAVE A GREAT 2006! (:

<333

.runaway

2005-12-30T17:27:00.000+08:00

damn. just when i found a pair of shoes that fancy, they dont have my size! it just sucks man. oh my goodness, the supermarket is super crowded today! what the hell. it's like you cant walk or anything cause it's so cramp and everything. so irritating.

i had orange chocolate gelato yesterday! it was good. passionfruit was a little strange. i guess i dont really like fruity icecream. as in solely fruity. haha i prefer it with chocolate or i prefer it creamy. (: gelato is the best! (: damn expensive though. oh justin bought a brown pmk shirt yesterday. i dont get it, how come suddenly everyone likes brown. =/ so so strange.

ohoh, and i managed to get the nut selling job! (: it's confirmed. so i'll be selling all kinds of nuts at westmall from 13th jan to 27th jan. (: MONEY! (: hopefully nothing goes wrong. cannot be late as well. for every five mins late one buck is deducted. =/ oh my. first day must be there by 9. SO EARLY! better adjust my biological clock man.

alright, i cant wait for dinner. boy am i starving.

<33

.OH MY GOODNESS

2005-12-28T19:44:00.000+08:00

OH MY! SHARENE!

THAT MUST BE THE STRANGEST THING THAT HAPPENED IN THIS ENTIRE YEAR! OH MY GOODNESS!

-freaks out!

gosh.

.survey

2005-12-28T18:04:00.000+08:00

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Rachel Estrella Chiam
Birthday:	23rd November 1989
Birthplace:	Singaporeee (:
Current Location:	earth> asia> singapore> bukit timah
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	one five something.. haha
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right (:
Your Heritage:	uhm.. chinese
The Shoes You Wore Today:	i wore slippers =PP
Your Weakness:	i pretend i'm strong when i'm actually not
Your Fears:	being alone
Your Perfect Pizza:	triple cheese! (:
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	(for 2006) get into a sch i like and do something i enjoy
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	haha
Thoughts First Waking Up:	man i dont wanna wake up
Your Best Physical Feature:	you tell me
Your Bedtime:	uhm recently, two to three am.
Your Most Missed Memory:	uhm. sitting in front of the tv slacking away
Pepsi or Coke:	DEFINATELY PEPSI!
MacDonalds or Burger King:	BK! (:
Single or Group Dates:	uh. depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	BOTH! i love tea!
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate! i dont like vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	uhm coffee
Do you Smoke:	nopes
Do you Swear:	uh, when driven to desperation
Do you Sing:	yes
Do you Shower Daily:	twice a day infact
Have you Been in Love:	yup
Do you want to go to College:	well maybe
Do you want to get Married:	definately
Do you belive in yourself:	yeah most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness:	nopes
Do you think you are Attractive:	why dont you tell me
Are you a Health Freak:	nahh
Do you get along with your Parents:	most of the time yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms:	when i'm in bed
Do you play an Instrument:	piano and guitar (if you wanna consider a recorder =PP)
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yeah on caroling day at justin's =PP
In the past month have you Smoked:	nopes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	uh, panadol?
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	uh no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	of course
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	yup!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	sadly, yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:	uh yeah (for confirmation)
In the past month have you been Dumped:	uh nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nah
Ever been Drunk:	nopes
Ever been called a Tease:	uh, no
Ever been Beaten up:	nopes
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	natural way =P
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	uhm, something related to graphics design i guess
What country would you most like to Visit:	(..an island) BORA BORA!
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	doesnt matter
Favourite Hair Color:	his natural colour. ha
Short or Long Hair:	definately short (i dont like guys with long hair)
Height:	taller than me (which aint hard)
Weight:	anything healthy
Best Clothing Style:	uh, my style? haha
Number of Drugs I have taken:	i have no idea
Number of CDs I own:	no idea..
Number of Piercings:	two
Number of Tattoos:	zeroooo
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	too many
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

.DENYSE!! (:

2005-12-28T10:55:00.000+08:00

YAY DENYSE IS COMING BACK TODAY!!
too bad she's only coming back in the afternoon! ): can't wait. =DD

and.. to sharene
i'm sorry that i dont appear to show concern and gratitude to me. i assure you that, that's never how i felt/would feel. sometimes, it's just that i dont really show it in that way cause of the situation and what not. hope you understand. yeah.

<33

.sweetest sins

2005-12-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

well, right now i just wished i could dig a whole and bury myself in it.

goodbye world.

.teeshirto (:

2005-12-26T18:13:00.000+08:00

haha i bought this super cute top from FOS (:

(front!)
sorry for the shit picture quality. cause the print on the shirt is glittery and i used my phone to take the picture.

(back!)
haha! cute right!! (:

okay BYE!

.happy boxing day!

2005-12-26T11:40:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL!

HAPPY BOXING DAY! (:

all the kids ard the world can now open your presents! haha although i played cheat and opened it yesterday. =PP heh.

yesterday was great. went for confirmation. it was kind of weird in the beginning cause i was the first one to be called out. so it was kind of strange. yeah then the ritual took place. then we had this reception thing. lots and lots of food. everyone was going gaga over the sushi! i just dont get what's so nice about sushi! i mean it's not that i have something against it or something, it's just that haha i dont really fancy it THAT much. ah well, personal opinion! i know ryan and sharene loves loves loves sushi. oh i met ryan's godbrother as well. haha. yup. then after the reception nobody wanted to go out with me. ): so i went home. bleah. wrote testimonials for people on friendster. (: at night went for a family gathering at my grandfather's house. we were the earliest for the first time. haha. and so we just practiced the few caroling songs that we would be singing. =DD i still love "o holy night" =DD then many people were late so we had dinner first instead of the programme. after dinner we had the programme. then PRESENTS! haha. i didnt open them there this year. was too engrossed in my guitar =PP went back after that. (: reached home and opened my presents! (: nice stuff. =DD oh i got a whole conpact makeup set! (: damn cool. mascara!!! (: i like i like i like.

I LOVE MY GIRAFFE!! heh. (THANKS AARON AND JUSTIN!)

ohoh.. and I MISS YOU DENYSE!! cant wait for you to come back!! wednesday baby! (:

.eventful day

2005-12-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

firstly, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

caroling was great!! (: it was really fun except for the little quarrel just now! i drank wine! yum (: not very strong though but it was refreshing. =DD john and sharene's faces were like red. so funny.

i've never seen aaron so so so angry before in my entire life. he has always been like super good tempered and everything. so he must be really pissed just now cause he flared up and i was like "oh no what to do what to do what to do". silly justin thought that he was pissed at him. haha. so silly. =PP luckily aaron was okay after awhile.

and sharene, i hope you'd be better after a good night's rest. don't think too much abt it yeah? (: i'll always be here. i know sometimes it's damn hard to give in and everything, but everything will work out eventually. (: don't be pissed anymore okay? sometimes we have to see it in other people's point of view to get why they actually feel that way. =DD love you! (:

okay i better go to bed now. confirmation tmr! (: so excited. (:
uh, im feeling hungry, how strange! okay.

love, rachel

.merry christmas all! (:

2005-12-24T14:21:00.000+08:00

.)x

2005-12-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

i miss you, i really do.

.eve of christmas eve

2005-12-23T20:48:00.000+08:00

hey all!
it's the eve of christmas eve! (:

i went to queensway shopping centre and ikea just now..
so few shops bring in puma shoes! sucks. i wanted to get the shoe that i saw that day at bpp. i guess i can only get it from bpp. so few shops sell puma stuff, and those that sell only have a few. i saw this one that looked like a ballet shoe, it's quite nice. but it's like near one hundred bucks. and my stupid sister, everything also dunno dunno dunno. retarded. i mean she doesnt know what type of cut what brand what colour. oh my goodness. i saw so many things that i wanted to get. too bad my parents are buying it for HER. ugh!
and everyone was like in a bad bad mood, cause of her! ugh. so sickening. cant stand going out with her anymore. okay nvm. then after everyone was in a bad mood we went to anchor point and we went into RSH. and she finally bought a pair of reebok track shoes. thank god. if not, it'll just go on and on. oh my goodness gracious me. =/ never seen anyone that shops like her. anyways i can admire my pretty shoe tmr cause i'll be going to bpp tmr. (:

man.. caroling ends so early tmr. it ends at ten. it's so so weird. then dunno what we are going to do after that also. last bus's ard 11 to 1130. so if we miss it. that's it. it's cab back. and cab fees at that time is insane. =/ we can go to justin's house but must be at the bus stop quite early. if not surely miss the bus and kena stranded there. ):
and there's confirmation the next morning so we cannot afford to not sleep and become zombies, cause that's just bad. sigh. how how how?

power 98's playing lots of christmas songs! (: really nice. shld have tuned in long ago. haha. (: well there'll be lots of christmas songs these few days.

alright, i doubt i'll be making a new years layout, cause i'm so so lazy. but then again you never know, i might cause knowing how bored i'll be. haha. and i'm not going to go to school like all the other jc pple. so i'll probably just be slacking at home. hmm. i shall continue finding my job. =PP alright i shall go and sleep now. damn tired. BYE

.tickled

2005-12-21T12:32:00.000+08:00

hahahaha. some of this tests are really retarded. =PP

(this does not describe me)
Rachel, your Beauty makes you luminous

Sure you're a stunner, but it's your kind heart that makes you a real beauty. Thoughtful and sincere, you connect easily with people and enjoy being around others. At parties, you like to work the room and make sure everyone is having a good time.

Strike up conversations with strangers? No problem. Show your new coworker great lunch spots? Of course! These are the kinds of things a sweetheart like you does without thinking. And your friendly spirit is what people find so enticing and gorgeous about you. That's beautiful!

Be sure your full beauty shines through with a whiter, more luminous smile. Try New Colgate® Luminous™ Paradise Fresh™ enamel strengthening toothpaste.

(cool! st lucia)
Rachel, your fantasy island is St. Lucia

Indulgence — that's your focus when considering the perfect island getaway. That's why a luxurious Caribbean gem like St. Lucia is right for you. After all, it's a vacation — what better time to indulge every whim? Can't you just hear the steel drums as you delight in spa treatments or have cocktails served on the beach? Or maybe you'd rather shop the day away and splurge on a fancy seafood dinner? Whatever your extravagances, you find that pampering yourself is the best way to let go of stress and revitalize for the road ahead.

With your style and elegance, you expect the very best from yourself and others — and St. Lucia is just the relaxing, pampering place to give you what you want. Live it up!

(HAHA)
Rachel, your beauty secret is Living in the Moment

While some people rely of layers of cover up, Botox treatments, or endless reps at the gym to look good, you feel — and look — your best when you're actively involved in what's going on in your life. Sincere and open, you try not to let negative aspects from the past or worries about your future affect what is happening today. And that's what helps you enjoy and appreciate most things that you do.

It's the big events in life that you put most of your thought and energy into, which means you don't spend a lot of time sweating the little ones. Sound like a healthy way to deal with life? It is.

haha. tickletests have really interesting tests! (: shld go and take some if you have nothing to do (: okay going out. BYE

.kiss me goodnight

2005-12-20T13:58:00.000+08:00

haven did this kind of thing for quite a long period of time. so since i am so bored and so broke and stuck at home, i decided to do this quiz like thing.

and i STILL WANT MY PUMA SHOES! damn. world of sports (toa payoh) does not sell PUMA stuff. what crap.

x: true
-: some truths in it
blank: untrue (:

[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet.
[-] I am really ticklish.
[-] I'm afraid of the dark.
[x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
[ ] I am (semi) homosexual.
[x] I believe in true love.
[ ] I've ran away from home.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad
[x] I stayed out all night.
[-] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[-] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I love Disney movies.
[x] I've gotten sun-burned.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse once in awhile.
[x] I have (had) "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped and fell in public.
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[-] I bake well.
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.
[x] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I have a job. (well i had one.. =/)
[x] I've liked someone.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (i once did. long time ago)
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I have tried alcohol.
[ ] I have tried a cigarette.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I have a few scars.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[ ]I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I love chocolate.
[-] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[-] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[ ] Thought of suicide before.
[ ] Seen a shooting star.
[ ] Had a serious surgery.
[ ] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[ ] Have kissed a stranger.
[ ] Hugged a stranger.
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex.
[ ] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested.
[ ] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at your parents.
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stiches.
[x] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Bitten someone.
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a car.
[x] Been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker.
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[x] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a plane.
[x] Eaten sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[ ] Been skiing.
[x] Been ice skating.
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes (semi) closed.
[ ] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have
[x] Thought of someone almost 24/7.
[ ] Hated the world

1. Whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet?:
those people in my neoprint

2. What time do you usually go to bed?
It varies

3. What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?:
read girl issues (still am reading)

4. Who are the people you always meet the most?:
uhm. Jessica Alba! (:

5. Who's the person you're gonna call if you need help?:
uhm depends what help i need

6. What's on your mind right now?:
how to get money

7. Who's number on your speed dials?:
No one's

8. With whom do you wanna be to have fun?:
Lots of people

9. What movie do u wanna watch now?:
The Promise

10. When was the last time you went out?:
uhm yesterday. (to my grandmother's house and to toa payoh)

11. Who do you hate the most for now?:
no one

12. When was the first time you slept alone?:
since i was a baby

13. What do you wanna do for now?:
go out (probably to the zoo)

14. What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?:
bathe, use the computer, blog (well almost everyday)

15. What could piss you off?:
people being insensitive and people being late

16. Are you an animal lover?:
uhm, sort of i guess

17. Colors that make you happy?:
GREEN!

18. Most fav thing in your room?:
uhm my bed

19. What was the last thing you bought for your room?:
uhm lots of things actually

20. Any instruments in your room? What is it?:
my guitar! <33 (that's actually half dead already)

21. Can you cook?:
uhm yeah

22. Miss someone?:
haha. kind of

23. Plan to buy something?:
uhm lots and lots of stuff. haha

24. Are you satisfied with your life now?:
yeah i am

25. Do you like seafood?:
uhm i only like crab and very few types of fishes. haha

26. Breakfast or dinner?:
Dinner

27. What do you usually eat for breakfast?:
i don't normally eat breakfast

28. Did you eat breakfast today?:
uhm unfortunately, yes

29. Do you recycle?:
yup!

30. Do you have a laptop?:
yup

31. What's your favorite fast food?:
uhm mos (because they have icetea!) and kfc (because they have PEPSI!)

32. Cats or dogs?:
the MEOWS!

33. Salty or sweet?:
uhm depends

34. City or country?:
i'm a city girl. haha

35. How do you prefer to spend your holiday?:
just going out with my friends

36. Is kissing normal for your age?:
ha. i guess so?

37. Are you athletic?:
uhm sadly, no. hahahaha

38. Do you swear?:
uhm when i'm really pissed. if not no.

39. Would you ditch your friends for a date?:
i think i kind of did that before. sorry! =/

40. Do you have your own cell phone?:
yup

41.what do you wear to bed?:
well it depends. it's different everyday

42. Ever had a crush on a teacher?:
definately not. yucks

43. Coke or pepsi?:
PEPSI!!

44. Sugar or spice?:
Sugar!

45. Can you use chopsticks?:
yeah but really badly

46. Do you like to read for pleasure?:
uhm sometimes i guess. haha

47. Do you care about getting good grades?:
uhm yeah i guess

48.Have u ever fallen sleep in class?:
haha! yes!

49. Get a job or ask your parents for money?:
i got a job. but it was too boring. so i quit after a day. =/

50. Do your parents give you enough privacy?:
yeah they do

51. Do your parents trust you?:
uhm shld think so

52. Would you trade places (in life) with your best friends?:
haha. nah. i kind of like my life

53. Do your best friends get on your nerves?:
uhm sometimes. i mean we all do.

54. Do you tell your mom everything?:
uhm no. actually there's lots of stuff i dont tell

55. What's the first thing you do when you go into the bathroom?:
look into the mirror and check my hair. HAHA!

I WANT MY PUMA SHOES AND MY PUMA BAG!!
AND AND AND I ALSO WANT MY PUMA CLOTHES AND JACKET!
DAMN I LOVE PUMA.

okay fine. mr. LLY called me greedy yesterday night.
fine, i'm sorry! cant be help okay! ugh.

AND AND AND.. CONGRATS TO AARON, SHARENE AND RYAN FOR PASSING THEIR NS! STUDY HARD NEXT YEAR!

.randoms

2005-12-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

I LOVE PUMA! I LOVE PUMA!! (:

i'm damn hungry. couldnt eat anything just now cause my ulcer is killing me! damn. and everything there was like super deep fried. ohmygoodness. my poor throat! ):

and and..
ALL THE BEST FOR THE N LEVEL RESULTS TMR!! (:
esp to Aaron, Ryan and Sharene! hope you all do well! (:

okay bye!

.the trouble with love is

2005-12-17T15:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

new layout!! (: and i made the same mistake again! i forgot to save it the first time i did it. the my IE went crazy! and i lost my entire layout! bleah. >:( sucks. so i had to redo everything and i finished it super late. ugh. i always forget to save my layouts. cause i dont do it on notepad or anything. i do it directly on the blogger template thing. AND I ALWAYS FORGET TO SAVE! bleah. oh well at least the layout is done. i love this song. (: it's super super super nice! (:

going for the party later on. i decided not to wear the six bucks top. i'll just wear it to church tmr. i think sharene and i will be going to bpp for lunch? haah i dont know. thanks giving service is tmr. (:

oh no, i really feel like sleeping now. bleah.
OH RYAN'S BACK! (: don't worry dude, you'll do well for your Ns. dont fret over it. what's done is done! (: and come for the christmas service! it's our confirmation. (:

okay i dont feel like blogging anymore. BYE!

.yesterday and today

2005-12-16T18:33:00.000+08:00

hello! i just got home. (: went for the Loreal interview thing at three. and the thing only started around four. oh my goodness. then we were sitting there for like one hour plus. haha the interview was quite hilarious. had to promote the product in english and CHINESE. oh my. haha. it was quite funny actually. trying to think of the chinese words. well i havent touched chinese for like so long! yup. went to PS after that interview and went to eat at mac. fries again. and mcflurry! (: yum. we were damn thirsty but didnt wanna buy water. =/ after that we went to walk at this fashion. i bought this top for only six bucks! (: i think i shall wear it for tomorrow's party! (: yay have something to wear. (: and my hair is in bad bad bad shape man. it's like the in between stage now. so it's neither short nor long. ):

the six dollars top

ohoh. besides the polo fetish i also have a mascara fetish!! (:

okay. the quality sucks. cannot really see the eye lashes anyways

haha okay. yesterday's party was okay i guess. didnt do the surprise cause we were too lazy. amy came for the party! (: then we had lots of fun talking lots of crap! (: reached his house, went to slack at the pool. actually the whole day was spent in the pool. and the guys served us dinner while we were slacking in the pool (: shiok. then aaron's dad came back and he said no eating in the pool. so that's the end of the fun ): oh and cause we were sure that aaron's parents wont wanna see us coming out of the pool in bikinis so we had to like rush out and cover. and use justin to cover us so we can cover up. damn funny. haha okay. lazy to blog.

cant wait for tomorrow's party! (: BYE

.DIY facial!

2005-12-14T13:01:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA. i'm at denyse's house doing facial now! omg. hahahahaha. we look like those natives that wanna kill and eat people! hahahaha! =DD

justin is busy
aaron is busy
rachel is busy
denyse is busy!

what crap =DD i like.
okay actually aaron is NOT BUSY. his status is just set as busy. i bet it's fake! lalala.

AARON'S PARTY IS TMR!

[advert] EVERYONE GO FOR AARON'S PARTY. (tell him by today, unless you don't want to eat =DD) btw the food would be damn good! got crab i think. (: YUMMY remember to go! anytime you want to go from 10 a.m to 10 p.m. (: [/advert]

(pss. aaron you owe me money for that advert.)

GOING TO CONTINUE MY FACIAL! mwahahahaha.
<33333

.the mix

2005-12-13T18:13:00.000+08:00

bleah. i don't know if i consider today a good day or a bad day.

+ i quit my job!! (: (feeling damn carefree and shiok now)
+ i did a classic manicure! (after so damn long)
+ we took nps! (:
+ i laughed at lots of the "xiao yuan" people
+ i shared two large fries with denyse
+ we had ten packets of ketchup

- i'm now jobless
- i got scolded shitless by my parents cause i quit
- my mother kind of grounded me
- my mother doesnt allow me to go out tmr for long >:(
- i cant go to ikea tmr! UGH
- i am practially BROKE
- my left ear hurts

so one more negative point than positive point. bleah. nevermind, going to do facial tmr at denyse's house and watch the perfect man. then i have to go home! what the.. bleah.
BYE

.now i am standing in the cold

2005-12-13T18:06:00.000+08:00

I'll protect you, don't be scared
No matter what, I will be there
I'll be gentle, I'll be light
These are the words you whispered in the night.

Here I am

Now I'm standing in the cold
Everything is said and done
Atomic winter in my soul
From the absence of the sun
The only remedy I know
Is I gotta let you go
So here I am
Everything is said and done

But where were you when I was scared
A broken promise left me here
A post-it note is what I've got
Here I am yeah
Here I am

There will come a day when all of this is my in past
And there will come a day when you're out of my head at last
I'm trying not to fall
Damn it's such a long way down
But here I am

.love hate

2005-12-13T11:21:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS..
i have a POLO SHIRT FETISH! (what the..)

AND I TOTALLY HATE MY JOB!
but still must go and do it. hopefully i can quit soon

ugh, i'm off for work.

.encounter camp 2005

2005-12-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

decided that i should blog about encounter camp 2005.

camp was really wonderful! (: i'm really thankful that i managed to go for the camp and experience all the love and fun. and more importantly, encounter God. (:

day one:
kind of woke up late. left my house around 730? actually i don't know what time i left the house. waited for my cousin who fetched me there. all my good friends were there alr so we just hanged around there not really doing anything. registered and everything. we were in bus three. left church later than expected. took a singapore bus to the tuas checkpoint and we had to change bus to travel to melacca. the bus ride was SO SO SO long and horrible. haha. luckily i dont have motion sickness. (: sat at the back, listened to boss's mp3 and tried to sleep but it was so hot and horrible couldnt really sleep. stopped by some funny stop and had lunch there. had the burger thing, it was bad. =/ continued our journey. finally reached the hotel in the afternoon and we had orientation. finally could go into our rooms and we had dinner and then combined orientation. there was also team time after that. we just played in the room till like two then we went to sleep. haha. oh we kept getting prank calls. ugh. oh yeah we went to some night stall thing and bought char quey teow. it was GOOD! (:

day two:
couldnt wake up. body was aching like crazy. haha. went downstairs. sharene and i were going to help up in the children programme so we went downstairs to help out. it was really boring in the beginning then it got interesting cause we were talking abt funny things with the primary four girls (i think they are pri 4). hmm dunno. haha. then went for workshop, workshop was good! at least it wasnt boring and i actually learnt something from it. theme talk wasnt really interesting. it was on john wesley and that's like something we already learnt. didnt do much i think. couldnt sleep again, watched funny movies on star movies. station games were good. we played some food game. and we had to mix six different things together. it wasnt that sick though it tasted quite nice. (: second station was some game board thing. i had a raw onion. omg, so hot. =/ third station was the hand untangling game, it was quite easy. four was doing some silly dance while counting one two three four in teochew. hahaha. it was quite funny actually. five was the mealworm thing. haha sharene was disgusted by it. actually it wasnt that bad. at least i thought so. final station was some bobbin fruits thingy. couldnt sleep again, but no choice, forced myself to fall asleep.

day three:
had amazing race and shopping. haha bought an oreef bag, two tops, one puma polo and one giraffe stuff toy! BUT I LEFT IT IN MALAYSIA! ): went for the night market thing bought a mickey bag. many pple bought the rice art thing. food there was quite good. (: didnt want to sleep, so we just played cards and do stupid things. oh there was a big arguement between sharene kh and us. haha. then it was damn retarded lah. dont wanna elaborate here. then denyse and aaron were acting for justin and i to see. damn spastic. in the end we fell asleep at 5 am. couldnt wake up. woke up at like 930 am. so damn tired.

day four:
took the bus back to spore. ride was faster (: stopped by the same stop over. and i saw FREAK FISHES! they were like so so so big can! shld have taken picture. i was like so disgusted by them lah! gross. and they were like stop it alr. hahahaha. i still think it's extremely disgusting. reached singapore ard five plus. freaked out cause i thought i forgot my passport, then i realised that it was with me. =x then reached church and left for bpp to eat dinner with nyse. FOOD IN SINGAPORE IS GREAT! (even the mac) oh i never thought i'd say this but I LOVE SINGAPORE! (: went back after that. (: damn tired.

okay enough said. everybody's favourite! PHOTOS!

anyways, new layout! (: I LOVE SPAIN. yeah i know it's damn random. but so, i like it. =PP alright took very very long to do this entry.

GOODNIGHT WORLD

.encounter camp

2005-12-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

encounter camp was great! (:
update tmr. <33 going out with nyse tmr.

.gone

2005-12-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

gone for church camp in Malaysia
7th to 10th December

see you all soon! (:

.shopping (:

2005-12-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

YAY I FINALLY DID SOME SHOPPING. even though it wasnt much.

let's see. church was good, except for the really long message. =/
after church went to bpp with boss, dad and mom. went to eat at yoshi. i didnt eat anything cause i dont fancy yoshi. the food there aint nice to me. =PP bought bubbletea and shared the potato pancakes thing with boss. went to walk around, nothing much. went to popular, i bought my disney princess metal pencil case! (: then dad and mom got bored and they left. boss and i walked the entire place again. i bought this wonderful mickey bracelet and i bought this wonderful mickey handphone thing which i am using as a wallet. (: so fun! shopping's damn good! [: spent around 16.55 today. haha. quite a lot. must not anyhow spend money. still have malaysia.

going for the dg outing on tuesday. sigh. not much money to spend. ): so sad.

okay i dont wanna type anymore. bye
s

.rach.justdied.com

2005-12-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

please take note that,
you can also access my blog by going to..

rach.justdied.com
(i assure you, i'm not dead, it's just some url that somebody made for me. haha!)

2005-12-03T20:39:00.000+08:00

aaron's granny!

2005-12-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

haha. mr manhunt of the year

2005-12-03T20:36:00.001+08:00

DENYSE!

2005-12-03T20:36:00.000+08:00

entertaining the little girl, cause she wanted to take me. haha

2005-12-03T20:35:00.000+08:00

what on earth is boss doing

2005-12-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

mr amos

2005-12-03T20:33:00.000+08:00

HAH. damn funny

2005-12-03T20:32:00.001+08:00

you know who

2005-12-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

wah. mr manhunt ah. so many of you, justin

2005-12-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

wah justin more self obsessed than me

2005-12-03T20:29:00.001+08:00

AND MORE JUSTIN

2005-12-03T20:29:00.000+08:00

wah more justin

2005-12-03T20:28:00.000+08:00

okay he went back in

2005-12-03T20:27:00.001+08:00

we all got out, except them

2005-12-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

she's cute!

2005-12-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

our dear justin again. haha

2005-12-03T20:24:00.001+08:00

swimming coach and her student!

2005-12-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

denyse the swimming coach. =PP

2005-12-03T20:23:00.000+08:00

badminton court. haha

2005-12-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

oi. dont anyhow take! must pay okay.

2005-12-03T20:18:00.000+08:00

justin

2005-12-03T20:05:00.000+08:00

aaron's cute ham!

2005-12-03T20:04:00.000+08:00

random view with part of my hair

2005-12-03T19:48:00.000+08:00

the sky looks gorgeous. (:

2005-12-03T19:46:00.000+08:00

aaron's cousin. super super super cute! (:

.click click

2005-12-03T19:34:00.000+08:00

back to the clicky clicky layout! (:

kind of got sick of the other type of layout, where everything is just spilt out. so i decided to change to this really simple and christmasy coloured layout (: i like it cause it's so simple and easy to see. =DD

sharene and i have thought of the perfect plan for tmr! =PP it's going to be so so fun. and we are going to laugh like idiots tmr. =/ and i'm going out for lunch with her tmr. we are going to minitoons and see the cute reindeer headband thing. (: anyone wanna spend 40 bucks so both of us can get the reindeer headband? [:

interview's on monday. kind of having mixed feelings about it. i really want the job, but yet i feel so lazy. heh. okay i cannot be lazy. i must be motivated to earn $$$. (:

okay i'll go eat my dinner now! satay! yum.
BYE

.boss's house

2005-12-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

wah. today was quite fun! (:

went to church early in the morning. supposed to meet denyse at the bridge at 920. then i reached late. but she arrived even later than me. and i had to wait quite a while for her, so i sat at the bridge there playing my guitar. HAHA. look so retarded. she finally came with her guitar and her electric drums. we went to the basement to give them the drums. and we just slacked there, played the guitar, tried out the drums. haha. the electric guitar is so so cool! (: then we went up to help with the packing and filling of stuff for the camp. did the white form first. did for justin and daniel's group. then after that they did the handbooks. and we packed the shirts. haha played pool and my guitar was super outta tune. bleah. then after that did more camp stuff. and we were all starving. after lunch just slacked ard somemore, and put up the christmas tree in the WOW hall! (: haven finish yet, nyse is going to do it up tmr (: after that ard two, we kind of got bored cause the rest were playing pool. decided to go home first before heading to aaron's. missed 173, waited for quite a while for the bus and finally reached home. asked my dad to tune the guitar and went online for a while. haha. took my swimming stuff and we headed to aaron's. [: waited forever for the stupid 970! nd oh i met jx and his friend (which looked extremely familiar). took the same bus, alighted at the same stop. haha. so so weird. then we went to aaron's. we just spent our entire time at the pool instead of jamming. (: talked lots of crap. and i had fun splashing boss! (: mwahahahaha. oh and styling his hair. heh. justin came down after a while and he just slacked there. didnt get into the water. got outta the water around 530. (: bathed and stayed in aaron's room. haha. didnt really do much. talking abt how many adidas stuff our dear boss has. =/ left his house ard 630. nyse and justin took 963 while i had to wait for the 173 as i missed one. haha. yup. but oh well it was fun! (: too bad we didnt jam. we'll probably do it like next year or something. sigh. ah nvm. (: at least i had fun today! (:

now what to do tmr. =/
okay BYE

.chicken little

2005-12-01T20:41:00.000+08:00

haha. i just got home.

at least today was slightly eventful.. didnt do much in the morning. then after that went to bukit timah plaza for lunch. i had glutinous rice for lunch and yummy cranberry juice! (: and i went back home cause i had to help my mum carry the groceries back home. after that i headed for jurong east. luckily i didnt miss the stupid 66. erhm then went to recruit express to submit application and all those stuff. wah the lift has lots of pressure, when i was coming down, my ears were totally blocked. and it was so painful. and it's only a lift. luckily we are not flying into Malaysia. -phew after which just stoned and we went to watch chicken little at 515. (: thanks denyse for paying for the ticket. i will take it as my birthday present? haha. yup. the show was very stupid but hilarious. haha. extremely funny i would say. didnt expect *that to happen. eh i shall not talk abt her, dont wanna be a spoiler. she sent me back home after that. like i said who needs guys when you have a friend like her =DD

finally jamming tmr. going to church to help them pack their stuff and then after that head over to jam! (: yay. but if i'm going to jam tmr! my nails. my poor nails. there goes my nail art! damn! shit. the side of my index finger that i use to strum is already coming off. ): nvm. time for another design! (: okay. shall go practice my darling, very long haven kept my darling company. (: byebye.

.in my time machine

2005-12-01T10:15:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wish there was someone that understands what i'm going through.

for the first time in a long long time have i felt so lonely and helpless.. i'm only sixteen why do i have to go through all this shit. i should be having fun after the O levels. i should be going out to have fun and play like nobody's business. but what am i doing.. i am looking for jobs. why? because i need the money, because my family needs the money.

i went out with denyse on monday to concourse to get lightsticks for dancia. and i could only afford like 15 instead of 20 cause i only had like 20 bucks on me. ): and after that we went to city link and raffles city for dunno whatever reason. and i only had one plus on me. which was so so sad. and imagine anything happened, i wouldnt even have the money to do anything. haha. okay it's so sad. blah.

i wonder how many people actually understand what i'm going through. this year has been a super horrible year for me. in fact, i think this year sucked quite a lot. the financial problems for my family is getting worse, expenses are going up. how my dad even had to sell the car so that we wouldnt have to pay for that.

i don't want to hide all these anymore. the pain is way too great. it's way too much for me to bear. i don't want to put on this mask and pretend everything's okay. cause the truth is.. it's not okay. i'm hurt and i feel tormented and tortured and i wish i had somebody that truly understood.

anyways those were thoughts from yesterday night. i'm feeling better now already i guess. i guess things could be much worse. nvm. i shall shut up now. bye.

.ohmygosh

2005-11-30T18:21:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH. I DREAMT LAST NIGHT THAT I HAD F9 FOR MY ENLISH O LEVELS AND THAT I GOT 49 POINTS FOR O LEVELS! AHH!

.yay

2005-11-29T15:03:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness. aaron is so so nice! (: he bought my amath guidebooks! so i have a little bit of money. at least enough for me to survive. cause i'm like super broke right now. totally no money at all. ): super sad lah. okay nvm, at least i will have money on sunday (: happy. -beams

it's such a boring day. and it's raining and the sun is out. crazy weather. my sister's friend is at our house playing sims2. rrrrrrright. haha.

ohoh, new layout. jessica alba! hot! =DD damn hot! i like. (: okay that sounds a little wrong. dont care. =PP

ugh, my mother does not allow me to go out tmr. ): so sad. anyways i have no money, so just as well. haha. oh i saw this really nice tinkerbell bag yesterday! i wanted to get it. but it's like 26.90 and i didnt have the money. so forget it. haha

okay i really hope my job application goes through man! i need the $$$. ):
okay. BYE

.moo

2005-11-28T10:43:00.000+08:00

haha. forgot to update yesterday. (:

changed my layout again. i don't really like the picture though. it's kind of slipshod and it's a little weird. and yes i know the words don't match the picture. but i couldnt exactly find "sad" pictures. so i just decided to use those. =/ nvm. i will change again soon. (: still have to make kai heng's layout. [:

not going to do much today. can't wait for Sharene to come back to Singapore. going out with Sharene and Denyse this week! (: i'm like broke, so don't know what we are going to do.. haha.

alright, i'll go do other stuff now. GOODBYE! (:

.pictures!

2005-11-26T09:15:00.000+08:00

wah. lack of updates. haha actually just lack of posting up the pictures that i've taken. kind of lazy cause i have to upload them one by one. and that's troublesome okay. and i'm lazy. [: yucks taking so long to upload. ):

ALRIGHT. FINALLY DONE! =DD
(blah it's going to take damn long to finish this entry, so i shall eat my prata first)

17th and 18th November (going to school)

it was raining. blah and i had to walk in the rain. (amath paper day)

it was a very wet day. haha sorry for the blur pictures took it while walking.

(ah.. damn full now.)

i love this shot. [: my phone's wallpaper. (last day of Os - chem and hist)

road filter at KAP. not a single car. so cool

clearer shot. [:

trying to capture the sun. but failed. haha

19th November (birthday celebration)

waiting for the bus to Lot 1.

view of Sentosa from Sakae sushi. damn ugly. haha

Boss trying to be funny. (as usual)

see. i told you so. Boss being retarded. John stoning

Love birds. haha

bored lovebirds. haha. (MOS at PS)

xmas deco in orchard road. damn nice (PARAGON?)

dunno where. damn blur shot.

another blur shot. cause i took it while walking.
(i already got scolded by sharene and kaiheng for taking so many shots. they said "tourist ah?!?" so mean)

eh. one of the only un-blur shots. cause jeremiah stopped to take, so i stopped with him =DD
(tree at PARAGON)

i love TANGS deco this year (TANGS)

damn blur. grr.

i think it's super preeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeety. [: (TANGS)

outside TANGS (TANGS)

thank you, Mommy (Kai Heng) for the yummy dinner at Marche.

20th November

random blurred lights. haha. (bus stop opp fareast)

22nd November (birthday lunch with boss)

our "designer" dessert. which took like forever to come. so we concluded that it came all the way from France or NorthPole. [:

yeah the designer dessert. haha

and he got bored. or was it me? haha. Boss the Ant! [:

thanks Boss (aaron) for lunch at Swensons [:

23rd November (My Birthday//school then movie//celebration at home)

present from my family. [:

i love the present! [:

yup. i shall not upload the rest of the pictures. (lazy. heh)

THANK YOU(S)!
Mommy (KaiHeng) : Thanks for the dinner and thanks for Kelvin =DD
(kelvin and i)

Boss (aaron) : thanks for the lunch and thanks for the bottle and milk bottle. oh and thanks for the nps. [:

Sharene : thanks for the skirt! =DD

Gideon : thanks for the movie. [:

Mum : thanks for the mickey watch! =DD

Butt (sister) : thanks for the candle! smells damn nice

LLY : thanks for the piglet! =DD
(i took this in the dark, not bad right)

Elaine and Tracy : thanks for the earrings

Felicia : thanks for the memory verse thingy.

Ruiqi and See Wah : thanks for the bodyshop bath and lotion thing
(smells damn good lah)

Phine sister (cousin) : thanks for the bracelet thing.

Ria : thanks for the candle birthday card thing.

okay. omg. i'm really lazy to upload anymore. subsequent presents shall not be posted. =PP hahahahaha. damn lazy. oops. sorry. haha. (:
anyways THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT REMEMBERED!

i want to watch Romeo and Juliet! (anyone has the vcd or anything?!?!)

and MY OH MY! we have Sims2 Holiday edition! omg. cool! (:
okay im going to get ready to play bridge at elaine's! (:

(btw, i took like two hours to do this stupid entry okay.)
okay BYE!

.44 things guys shld know

2005-11-24T10:59:00.000+08:00

44 things girls wish guys knew
1. Don`t tell us when you think other girls are hot.
2. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
3. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don`t expect us to dress like Victoria Secret Models.
4. Mark anniversaries on the calendar.
5. We think about you all the time
6 This is how we see it : Don't call = Don't care.
7. Which also means that if we don`t call, take a hint.
8. We like you to be a little jealous. But overly possesive is not necessary.
9. Being able to make us laugh is so much more important than knowing how much you can bench- press.
10. We're allowed to be late. You're not.
11. Eye contact is the key.
12. Don't take longer to get ready than we do.
13. Laugh at our jokes.
14. 3 words: honesty, honesty, honesty!
15. Girls can be groupies. Guy groupies are stalkers.
16. Do not start with us. You will not win.
17. Would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? Didn't think so.
18 If you ask nicely, we`ll answer the same way.
19. We will never have enough clothes or shoes.
20. We have an exscuse for being bitchy at least once a month.
21 Open the door for us no matter where we are.
22. We love surprises.
23. We like to be kissed softly. Not with an iron tongue.
24. Pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most.
25. Boxers and maybe boxer briefs sometimes. Never tighty-whities!
26. Always brush your teeth before you see us. A fresh mouth and white teeth are a necessity.
27. Clean your room before we come over.
28. Even though you're sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are.
29. Don't act hard around your friends
30. Sometimes "NO" really means "NO!".
31. "Wife beaters" are not an adequite form of fashion.
32. If we wanted to be on video tape, we`d be a porn star. NOT your girlfriend.
33. Sensitive guys are great.. but crying more than we do in a movie just isn't right.
34. Don`t let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough.
35. It takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays.
36. Guys who are good cuddlers = guys who know how to satisfy a woman.
37. "Fat chicks" have feelings, too.
38. Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling, & nasty looks add up to = YOU DiD
SOMETHiNG WRONG.
39. The excuse "I can't dance" is unacceptable. We`ll appreciate the simple fact that you`re trying.
40. Just because a girl doesn`t pick up on the first ring, doesn`t mean she`s not waiting by the phone.
41. You don`t have to spend alot; if it means alot.
42. Don`t say you love me if you don`t mean it.
43. Don`t lie to us. We will catch you.
44. When the girls get together, we talk about everything. meaning, my bestfriends know
everything about you.

mwahahaha. i thought some of them are quite true. (:

.happy birthday

2005-11-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

(i have the birthdaygirl crown!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
finally sweet sixteen. [: can finally watch legal nc-16 shows. [: hoohoo.
i'm really happy today. (: thanks.

i wanna sleep. (: goodnight world. i am sixteen. i am a happy girl. =DD

oh yes, i did this. too bored.

Personality Disorder Test Results

Paranoid		50%
Schizoid		26%
Schizotypal		38%
Antisocial		50%
Borderline		18%
Histrionic		62%
Narcissistic		54%
Avoidant		30%
Dependent		54%
Obsessive-Compulsive		38%

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.crawling back to you

2005-11-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

Everybody knows
That I was such a fool
To ever let go of you
But baby I was wrong
And yeah I know I said:
We'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on

I know I broke your heart
I didn't mean to break your heart

But baby, here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride's spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you

I know you're in there
And you can make me wait
But I'm not going away
That's the least that I can do
Just to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself
Now I'm dying in this hell

And, I know you're mad
I can't blame you for being mad

But baby, here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride's spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you

If you could see
these tears I'm crying
Touch these hands
that can't stop shaking
Heal my heart
that's heavily bleeding

But baby, here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride's spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised

And I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you

Banging on your front door
My pride's spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you

Yeah
Now I'm crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
I'm crawling back to you
Crawling back to you

i seriously hate crying. okay that is really quite random right.
somehow i really can't wait for tomorrow. i want to see you.

.oof

2005-11-21T10:12:00.000+08:00

haha. many things to update. dunno where to start.

friday
last day of exams. had history, it was okay i guess, kind of forgot some of the points for the stupid CR, even though i studied for that crap. ah well it's over. then we went to KAP to study chemistry and have lunch. i had breakfast, and the mac guy charged me only 2.35 for like iced milo and a mcmuffin? did he under charge or something. haha. oh well. then tried to study chemistry, failed horribly. went cold storage to get sweets. [: i studied stupid organic chemistry. went back to school, took the exam and shit i didnt know how to do so many. and people said it was easy. oh no. there goes my chemistry. ): aiyah forget it. and that was the end of the exams! [: some how, didnt feel as happy and relieved as i expected myself to. went for some dinner celebration thing at westmall. hahaha. yeah. went to pack my bag for sentosa and stayover at eleven. so damn tired next day still had to wake up at like seven man. omg.

saturday
supposedly party. actually, the sentosa part wasnt that interesting, the towning part was fun. hahaha. woke up at seven, changed and everything, left for CCK. took that stupid 985 because the 67 took forever to come. and the stupid bus was driving like super slowly, so i was late. =/ blah. not my fault okay. it's the bus's fault. haha okay so we took 172 to sharene's house. ahha passed by cemetries. i love them okay, it's so peaceful. [: went to dump all our stuff there. oh, i'm SO SORRY john! we made him wait for an hour at HF. =/ keke. and so went went into sentosa.. just slacked there. didnt really do much, just soaked in the water. [: and we went 7-11 for lunch. how pathetic. oh well. went to the tower thing. haha. and we went back into the water. boss and i made sand balls. hahaha. and after a while i got bored cause i couldnt really succeed and i just threw them at boss. =PP we had a sand fight! [: he got sunburnt. haha your wish came true. =PP and he was screaming pain. told you not to do that already. hmm then went to bathe. supposed to meet ivan and weichong, but they took forever to come and everyone was getting angry so we just left. haha. i'm sorry. went PS, wanted to watch a movie, but the queue was like ?!@!QOU#_@#* so forget it. aha. we just slacked at MOS. i went shopping and i bought two skirts and a top. and the guys went to LAN. haha. that's the interesting part. they met some famous people there, and we have no idea who they were. went marche for the birthday dinner. haha it was john's and jeremiah's first time. hahaha. okay so this was the interesting part. we were eating and a waiter came to clear our plates and jeremiah being blur didnt notice the guy at the back of him. and he did some action which seemed like he wanted to gay the poor waiter. hahahaha you shld have seen the poor guy's face. shocked and didnt know what to do. and he still said "yeah, very friendly eh" to jeremiah. HAHAHAHA. poor thing. and he still had to come back to clear our other stuff. and oh, we met those famous people that kaiheng met at the LAN shop and they were like "do you watch channel U" and we were like "no?" haha. and they were some finalist or something for the superhost thing. oops. =x we had no clue who they were. and the smartest thing was, kaiheng forgot to ask for his name. haha. ah well. and we just walked and looked at the christmas deco. took pictures, i'll upload them later, my phone's not with me. haha. went back to rene's house. didnt do much, slacked there. and oh, we couldnt sleep till like two cause jeremiah was killing zombies.

sunday
had another celebration thing during dg by nancy. thanks for the cake and the present. haha. we were like so so tired. falling asleep during dg. haha. i was like falling asleep during worship as well. really tired. hahaha. then i went to do something damn unexpected, i went to dye my hair. blah. hahahahaha. well. supposed to like just do purple streaks budden decided to dye my entire head. no, not purple, brown. hahaha. they called it milk tea. damn sick. blah. so yeah.. after church we went to dye our hair. denyse wanted purple, but it didnt turn out at all. sharene wanted whole head brown, budden it was so light, couldnt even see much of a difference. oh and mine was like damn obvious. hahaha. probably the most obvious man. omg. hahaha. so yeah. and i went to monkey's cafe for my sister's friend's birthday party. walked around orchard road again and my mum bought some top from isetan. haha. and we far east too. legs were aching like dunno what. and i was so tired, kept dozing off in the bus. hahaha. ah well. slept real early.

haha. brown. cant really see it here.

lalala.

i'm listening to the coldplay x&y CD now. [: quite nice. hahaha.
alright christmas deco pictures later on. BYE!

.ONLY THREE MORE PAPERS!

2005-11-16T10:23:00.000+08:00

gosh, there's only THREE more papers and TWO more days! [:
gosh, i cant wait. oh i invited vivian for the bday thing on saturday. [: don't think she would go though since she only knows sharene? and me? haha. ah well.

i want to sleep.
oh i screwed up my amath paper one. blahblahblah. i think i would have been able to do almost all if i had more time. ): boo. ah well.
paper two's tmr. i don't feel like practicing. but looks like i dont exactly have much of a choice since i really need to do well for my amath. blahblahblah..

friday is freedom day! now i can hardly wait. [:
geography paper one wasnt THAT easy, i mean it was managable, but not THAT easy. i like many courses that poly has to offer, so i have no idea which to choose. [: lalala. so fun. [:

okay, let's see what i have to do today:
1. practice ~~stupid~~ amath
2. study history (~~russia~~/~~germany~~/china-CR&GLF)
3. study chemistry (electrolysis)

okay, i MUST complete that by today.
alright bye all. [:

<33 RACHEL

.jessica alba

2005-11-14T21:34:00.000+08:00

rahh!

hi! [:
just changed my layout. pretty happy with it. finished it in like twenty minutes.

okay the blend is really slipshod and everything cause i didnt really do it well.
but since i really felt like changing my layout badly, i decided to use this.
and since i suddenly had the urge to put jessica alba on my blog, i decided to use this. didnt even have time to use any brushes. oh well. [:

amath paper tmr. i shall go to bed now.

<333 RACHEL

.update (exam week two)

2005-11-14T11:07:00.000+08:00

blah. actually i have loads to update, but i'm really lazy to do so. =PP so i'll just update about the recent things i guess. (:

forgot where i last update until already. =/ keke. oh well.
i shall just update about yesterday. went to church, and we didnt exactly want to be bored to death and since we would not have anything to say about the topic on "something passionate" we decided to go for breakfast. haha. and on the way down we met so so so many people, at least ten odd people. bleah. okay so at first no one was supposed to know about us going for breakfast, and everyone found out. so lame. haha. so we could go openly. =PP sharene and i went to bpp for "breakfast" went to mac and we bought our drinks, sat there and i talked about wanting a balloon. but that would just be retarded, so forget it. (: and after that we just walked around and obviously everything was closed. so we went into NTUC cause rene wanted to buy her candycanes. NTUC doesnt bring them in, how lousy. didnt do much after that, so we went to top up her EZlink card. and we took 75 back. stopped one stop after and went to Cold storage to check out their candycanes. they had but they were the big big ones. no choice, she bought three. and she needed them in the exact same size, cause her sister's would fight it they werent. hahaha. am i glad i only have ONE sister. (: went back to church. went to the youth room, gave out invitations. service started, sharene disappeared andden denyse disappeared as well. left me alone there. -.- and we went to meet rev poh at 1150. talked and discussed some stuff. ended at 1240. everyone was done already. haha. and we waited for mommy and boss to finish with the prayer meeting then we left for SG. wanted to go to CWP, budden we decided not to. went to KAP instead. it was crowded, Boss still said that it would not be crowded. =/ bought lunch andden went to cold storage where i bought my yummy greentea and boss bought eh the lemonade thing and my gummy bears (which he ate all up anyways). oh and he bought the rechargable batteries thing which added up to more than 30. see you rich boy. =PP then mommy was upstairs doing the survey thing. haha. did some amath and i got bored really quickly. after a while i just went to talk to sharene, very long since we talked abt those stuff. haha. so funny. oh i sat on ronald =PP cause no space to sit. (: left the boys inside. oh then we went back and we started TCS. haha. really rubbish. i don't wish to embarrass myself here by revealing the crap. haha. then we left. we nearly missed the stupid 970, cause it was driving so fast and luckily it stopped for us. (: reached home really early for the first time. [: went to my grandpa's house.

no paper today. amath tmr. i'm really sick of doing amath. but i still have like history and chemistry to cover. and i haven started anything for history. but i really dont feel like studying for it. can just drop it. since i dont think i'll count it anyways. =/ aiyah but better just study for it, just in case it's really easy or something. =/ okay, i shall go get my ass to studying now. [:

FOUR MORE DAYS TO SENTOSA! [:

BYE! takecare all.
<33 RACHEL

.updates

2005-11-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

haven updated for quite a while.

so firstly, new layout. [:
very self obsessed i know. very info-packed and very compact. i like. [: a little squashy though. didnt really use much of photoshop actually. wanted to make a different kind of layout today since i have the time, but i didn't have inspiration, so i gave up. haha. [:

secondly, one tiring week of exams.
one more week and it's over! [: yay yay yay. finished the two most horrid subjects already. and it was on the same day somemore. biology paper one and two and geography paper two. so kind of relieved about that. thank God. [: next week the papers are quite spaced out, so there'll be slightly more time to study. plus i already did my amath, so i guess i'll just start on my chemistry. i don't know if i should give up on my history, i always do really badly for that. and my social studies is probably a gone case already. so i don't know if i shld give it up. blah. cause i really hate that subject and it'll probably bore me half to death. speaking of exams, i made a stupid careless mistake for biology. for one of the question it was supposed to be singular and it would be "alveolus" but i wrote "alveoli" instead. and there goes one mark. plus i did not study the chapter on the heart and there was one question on it. and i didnt know how to do the entire thing, so i just guessed it. haha. oh, and this was the only time that i had spare time. for geography i had like half an hour spare which is very surprising. cause of all the exams i always have to rush for time and even still, i wouldnt be able to finish it. so this time i really thank God. =DD speaking of which. i really feel very thankful because i really did not study much for this. and yet i was able to answer the questions and all. and it makes me very happy. (: i won't do as badly as i did for prelims! =PPP oh math was pretty easy, which kind of makes it bad, cause everyone would do well for it and everything so our grades might just get pushed down. blah. but oh well. oh i just hope i do okay for english, cause my essays were really long. haha. i just wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote. and my words were kind of small, and so i didnt realise that i wrote like.. _Q)@$(&_Q)@(#*Q number of words. haha. ah well. okay enough of exams. and one more week!

and straight away after that, SENTOSA BABY! =DDD gosh i cant wait! [: cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait. so fun! whole day at the beach. [: my tan is gone. ): going there to suntan! oh boss wants to go there to get burnt. that's just sick. bet he's too stressed man. -rolls eyes
sadly my paper on the 18th ends at 1745. like omg. that's so late? haha. what's there to do at that timing? blah. oh well. it's sentosa at eight the next day anyways, so i might as well come home. [:

oh, and sadly i have to go back to school for JAE on my birthday! nononononononononono. ): grahhhh! oh well. my sister has her eye checkup thing anyways. so oh well. go out after that i guess.

oh yes, after Os i have to help mommy make a new layout. [: and i must remember. =DD

oh i'm pretty much into the christmas mood already. went to orchard today. the christmas decorations are all out. a pity that they arent as pretty as the previous years, but nevertheless, still pretty! [: can't wait to go out! i'm feeling so damn deprived now. blah.

oh yes, i just collected my passport today. [: the picture looks disgusting. hahahaha. i thought that the wait would be really long, but it was so quick. i was in the building for like only 15 minutes? hahaha. yup. i realised that i've been using many "oh yes" ahhahaha. i haven updated for really long, i have many many many things to update. and i cant wait for CAMP! yay yay yay. too bad the place aint near a beach. ): but there's shopping, except for the fact that i'm totally broke. grahhh!

my daddy is so so nice. [: he bought me a new headpiece/earphone thingy. cause my ripped apart. it's the cloth wire thing, so it's really soft and everything. i think it's really cool! THANKS! oh i blogged about that in boss's blog. oh i'm charging him Singapore $1.00 for one entry. =PPPPPPP cause he's just so so so lazy to update. PIGGY! =DD

oh and finally, I NEED A JOB! probably going job hunting on the 21st if i don't find anything good soon. =/ only problem is, i cant start like in nov and starting of dec cause of camp. i can work from like 24 to 6 nov or something like that then i'll be at camp, so i wont be able to work, until after that. so yeah. aiyah don't know. but anyone has any job to recommend?

OH YES, and jamming real soon GDs! [: i love you all. <3333

okay, so this is to make up for the lack of updates yeah? i might not blog till after Os. okay no make that until after i get back from Sentosa? but then again, you never know, i might be so so so bored tmr that i decide to blog.

okay, till then. [: takecare all.

<3333 RACHEL

.1 way to tell when your kid is going insane

2005-11-07T20:43:00.000+08:00

hey all! i've found a way to tell if someone is going insane

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wah lao. hotties all have ugly boyfriends. so how come i don't have one? a hot chick, that is, not an ugly boy. hands'blue says:
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#PORCELAINDOLL_ ORANGE SQUASH! [: (16 days!) -yumyum [: says:
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wah lao. hotties all have ugly boyfriends. so how come i don't have one? a hot chick, that is, not an ugly boy. hands'blue says:
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SANTA CLAUSE IS COMING TO TOWN
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wah lao. hotties all have ugly boyfriends. so how come i don't have one? a hot chick, that is, not an ugly boy. hands'blue says:
err...yeah okay

i am certified going crazy. [:
what a retarded convo! hahahahaha. but it makes me laugh and laugh and laugh. omg.
so spastic! =PP
aiyoh, Os is screwing my poor brain up. ):
SOMEBODY SAVE ME.
what a senseless post!

oh there goes my social studies! not enough time! RAHH! so stupid. i knew how to do it! just not enough time. ugh! oh everything that was spotted came out. =/
thursday is dooms day. geography two and biology. are they trying to kill us?!?!
oh 19th november! HERE I COME!

<33 you make my heart go giddy up! [:

.random sunday

2005-11-06T14:18:00.000+08:00

haha. photos. [:

getting ready for church [:

earrings my mother made

went to coldstorage during the break

they wanted to buy chicken

the trash. haha

sausages and stuff

beef

veggie. the thing i hate. yucks

haha. taken with the mirror on the top of the chiller. haha

haha. church.

trinity. [:

i love this picture. look damn fake right?
it's so cute. haha. plus the "feel the power" words.
and the slanted shot. nice! [:

during lunch. at the market. haha

oh, i saw this cute dalmation car. haha

hmm. see wah said that our Os is only for like two weeks. haha i didnt realise, i thought it was like three weeks or something?!?! that's really short and i'll be off to sentosa sooner than i realise it. [: i like.
alright, just did a photo post, cause i'm lazy to type =PP very random i know.
too bad i'm a random human being. =DD

BYE

.woot

2005-11-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

[: just a short update before i go and do math.
haha. i finally managed to connect my phone with my computer! :DD
okay i couldnt manage to connect it because the first time i did it, i didnt install the drivers properly so i couldnt connect the phone.
and so i had to uninstall every single thing related to that.
and restart then install everything and restart again. damn troublesome.
and finally! it works. so now i can post pictures taken from my phone! [:

haha.. i thought it couldnt work and i was so so pissed. haha.
but actually it's my fault. =/ oh well.

i think i'll start work at 730. aiyah i'm so sick of studying already.
and it's not like i'm constantly mugging or what so ever. it's just a little here and there and i'm totally sick of it.
a few more weeks to freedom! [:
alright, i'll go check my email now.

BYE!

2005-11-05T19:02:00.000+08:00

[: my sister and i.

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hahaha.

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wah. haha.

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my sister got stuck. ha

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on the way home. at the playground

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some random view

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today. so damn bored studying

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the truck

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saw this beer truck thing yesterday when i went jurong east

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haha.

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short hair.

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the day we took the lrt and i went to chop my hair off

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church light.

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grilled cheese sandwich

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toasted cheese sandwich

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my apple and peanut butter

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taken at the void deck i think

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taken at some bus stop

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another view

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oh i went china town.

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took some of the nps i have.

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on the way to wl

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being self obsessed. before going to wl to study

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i went to beauty world to buy baskets [:

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my favourite cat. [:

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so cute right?

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dinosaurs rock my world [:

.beautiful illusions

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OH. new layout. =PP
haha i think i'll probably upload all my older skins when i hit version 100. [:
we are at version 74 already. [:

i wanted something more sophisticated.
i wanted to edit it more with photoshop, but then i kind of got lazy, and i was kind of pressed for time, so i didnt. i just used some brushes and the eraser thing. =/
i'll do something much much much nicer after the stupid Os. [: yup.

my throat is seriously killing me.
my mum said i'm overheated. haha. which is rather true.
i seldom have ulcers, and not three at a time. somemore when two of them are down my throat. damn it. it's so painful. ]:
i had so much problems eating. cant even eat properly, cause it just hurts so so badly. ]:

19th November! birthday celebration! [:
(oh i must print the invites by tmr.. blah.. my ink!)

alright. i shall go and do other stuff now.
BYE.
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